Before You Commit A Suicide
There are many things that could change your idea of giving yourself away, you would not loss anything if you try it, so let us start. First, question your believe, if you have one, and read about other religions. Most suicide cases begins when the person stop believing in everything, friends, family, life, and god. Therefore, even if you think there is no god to worship, try other approaches to him may be your way to the conclusion of not believe in his existence was wrong from the start. Secondly, change your place, go to the forest, the desert, to any place where you can have the silence and the calm. Life sometimes push us to the edge by throwing bad people and horrible circumstances in our face, so why we do not escape from it by starting fresh in new quiet place and with new creatures. Finally, read a book called The Noble Qur'an , without asking about its background before getting into it, because most of these comments are prejudged. After read it all, you